Almost Christmas. One says it’s the most wonderful time of the year. And when i see all the lights shining on the streets like stars, people excited everywhere i go, lots of love and happiness all around, i’m tempted to agree. But then, i remember what i don’t ever forget: my mother, who was my shining star, is missing.

Those who have lost a beloved one will understand me. Christmas is specially tough, when you don’t have the most important people with you anymore. All you can think of is how deeply you miss them. And i miss my mum, a lot. There are no lights on the street that will ever make Christmas the same as it was when she was here with me.

For those who don’t know what this is, i’m glad you don’t. You’re the lucky ones.

Anyway, Christmas is the perfect time to atone ourselves, and since i have forgiven life for this huge lost i had, i’ve been in peace, deep inside me. And this is what Christmas is all about: being in peace with ourselves and the others.

With this being said, i created this editorial in order to inspire you, guys. Creating the best content i can is one of my biggest goals. It keeps me going.

So, i really hope you enjoy it.

I was wearing a red jumpsuit i love, and a faux fur coat that belonged to my mother.

The idea of going to the beach came to my mind when i thought about what a perfect Christmas would be like. For me it definitely would be at home with a sea view, and everyone i love around the table.

After all, if i could ask Santa for something this Christmas, it definitely would be to have my mother here again.